Amanda's love for people showed that she would do what it took to help in a time of need. She made sure that if there was something that she could do that it would be done and not even think twice about it. She opened her heart to people even if they didn't know her. Amanda always took the time to express how she felt. She showed me a different way of love. Amanda loved me unconditionally. She loved others the same way. Amanda always said that if you love someone unconditionally then there was no doubt on what could be done. With Amanda in my life I was shown just how much she could love someone. Amanda made me want to be better. I asked her to marry me. That day I would say that I was the luckiest man alive. I always wanted to make sure that she had all that she needed. If there was a time that we struggled for things she always told me that we would be ok and that it would all work out. I stressed at times with things but she always said that I needed to calm down and that we would be fine. She was right. We always somehow made it. I loved her so much that I would have done anything for her and made sure that she had things that she needed. She is the most beautiful woman with the biggest heart that always brightened up a room. Princess Amanda is the most beautiful woman and the most beautiful angel. For those that say that haven't seen an angel. I can say that I have. While the time was short, for the time that I had. She showed me the beautiful angel that she was. I am proud to say I have seen and angel and will always love her. For I am and always will be in love with Amanda.
When I got our apartment in March. Amanda did so much to help me with all this. She wanted to move in with me and help me out with all that I needed. She did everything that she could. I told her that she did not have to do much. I was happy to just have her here and that she loved me so much. She always insisted on doing what ever she could. I got off work and was heading home. I called her and said that I had to stop by a friends house to fix something and that I would be there as soon as I was done. She told me ok and that she just wanted me to try and hurry. I called her when I was done and told her I was on my way and she said ok. When I got to the door and opened it. I walked in and saw that she had cleaned everything and that she had cooked dinner for us. She was so happy that she cooked. She was just excited that she did not burn anything and that she made me a meal that I could sit down and enjoy. I love her so much. When I cooked dinner she always loved everything that I cooked for her. She always said that she could not stop eating because everything that I cooked for her was so good that she did not want to waste it. I love you so much my princess, my wife and my soul mate. You will always be with me. She also took the time out and loved my son, and showed him that she had a big enough heart that she could love him to. She took the time to help him paint some ceramic pieces. He loved her to. We went to the store and he wanted to buy a couple things from the store that he wanted to give to her. I know he misses you. He also says that he loves you and wants everyone to know this. He thought of you as, I want to say a mother to him. I did also think this. To me you will be a mother to him and I will not let anyone take that from him. We love you and miss you. We will keep things going. Like Elijah told me. "I will not disapoint you." He told me this. He will keep doing the best that he can for you and me. I love you.
